nothing is perfect

These days you barely even say my name
Like you don't really feel the same
I'm wondering whats to blame
These nights i fall asleep wondering where you are
It feels like we're falling apart
And its only breaking my heart
Cause if being with you means being alone
And never knowing when you're coming home
Then i guess im better off on my own

But i cant move on
Cause that makes forgetting, forgetting everything we've had
Instead i keep coming, keep coming, i keep running back
Cause i keep forgetting, forgetting you treat me so bad
So i keep coming, keep coming, i keep running back

My friends say that i should leave you behind
And stop wasting all my time
They tell me that i am out of my mind

家里有网了，但就是上不了QQ和MSN

 

哦对，我瘦了3公斤 晕

 

 Just want to have a conclusion of my this home trip that I have never expected so quick ! First of all, there was an excitement about coming home, do whatever I want. Eating ,sleeping and playing around are just daily routine. after just a 3-4 days headache came suddenly. The people who are related to my mom and dad started to ask us out for lunch or dinner. No wonder I was so popular, my parents have the friends who have a long ear !

 

 

 

终于回家了, 很激动,不一样的感觉!

这里很冷,刚从澳洲回来的我很难适应这里的气候~40度突然降到零下20度~~真的很冷!

变化很大,东西都变贵了,车又变多了,可是人们素质还是老样~呼呼

 

let me 好好plan 一下this holiday right now...

 

 

就一句 I was just testing you 结束了一切不安和不可原谅自己的想法。

为什么？

为什么这样做让别人伤心？难道那么好玩？

 

 

 

No idea what is going on, open my eyes --someone is beating.... shouting..bleeding !!

just NO IDEA, now i know everything !

 

打工，其实也不是那么简单，站8个小时也不是那么简单，挣钱 ？ ？ ？

 

Scared of court and scared of POLICE ! No more free coffee for them... just hate them, irresponsible !

 

还有差不多一个月就要回家了，现在开始计划我的32天~~

 

TAxi driver : do you have any contact with Perth muslim community ?

What ? Of course NOT ! 

 

  从royal perth show回来后，一直keep myself busy, actually I have lots of things to do, 不得不busy下~

Cant wait to finish this semester and go back home. Unfortunately, I am going to come over so many assignments and presentations... really make me sick !

I've already cancelled my bp shift and working for my old manager. Who knows my BP manager calls me everyday and given me different shifts in different sites...

better kill me !

Very busy days..... Very very...

 

 

  从royal perth show回来后，一直keep myself busy, actually I have lots of things to do, 不得不busy下~

Cant wait to finish this semester and go back home. Unfortunately, I am going to come over so many assignments and presentations... really make me sick !

I've already cancelled my bp shift and working for my old manager. Who knows my BP manager calls me everyday and given me different shifts in different sites...

better kill me !

Very busy days..... Very very...

 

 

   已经6个月了，天天看WWE, 我已经成为他们的忠实fan 了。

  在家联系那些move, I am really rally love them at the moment.

 I know, some people will say that is FAKE ? I dont think so and I dont care !

我想be a wrestler, 真正的，比candice michelle, Lita 还有名的~ I am serious ~

I can do some kiss ass and some candice's and ashly's move ~ I can ~

                                                                                                    天气很好，没有雨         

                                                                                                    在osborne Park看书

                                                                                                    蓝蓝的天，绿绿的草

                 有个老人接近我，问

                 r u studying my love

                 Not really, reading novel

                                                                                                  do u like footy my love  

                                                                                                  Not really, I like soccer

                                                                                                  I support Fremantle

                                                                                                  Juventus !

               静静的

               他说他冷，要回去

               have a good day

               他走了， 发现他眼睛看不见                                                回家的路上，骑着自行车

                                                                                               怪怪的感觉，怎么了？

                                                                                               下个星期四，osborne park

                                                                                               寻找答案，没问题的答案

                                                                                                                                                                  

                                                                                                                                                                             

"You were there for me, and I for you.
 That's all a friend knows how to do.
 No questions asked, I'll be there in a hurry.
 You'll never have to worry. "

How many times in my life had I thought that I had achieved that kind
of friendship only to discover later that sometimes, the word friendship could not survive even a very simple misunderstanding?

Sure, theoretically it was very easy to say that any misunderstandings
could be resolved if the parties involved were truly friends.

However, in reality ... things were not always as simple and easy to deal with as it sounded.

Worse yet, it seemed like the more I tried to explain, the more I
sounded like I was in the wrong or I had something to hide.  And the
more I sounded frustrated, the more I sounded "guilty" ... I guessed.

So ... I guessed I finally decided ... I would stop right here ... and right now.

No more explanations needed.  And no more clarifying or trying to make
myself understood.

 I wanted to turn my back and walked away ... away from everything ...
away from everybody.  It was very tempting and it would be so easy for
me to do so. Part of me wanted to ... as an easy way out for myself.

No more headaches!
No more dealing with peoples!
No more misunderstanding!
No more needed explanations!
No more expectations from anyone!

No more ... no more whatsoever!

Wouldn't that be so wonderful???

I told myself that ... and part of me wanted to believe that.

However deep down, I knew that I was only running away ... away from
the problems whenever I failed to cope with life.

And I also knew that no matter how long and how far I would run .. the
problems would not disappear altogether.

Eventually, I would have to come face to face with those same problems
again ... and again.  And I would have to deal with them whether I wanted or not.

How far could I run?
And for how long?

Until I would be too tired to run?
Or until I have no more energy left in me ... and then I would be
forced to stop running?

Enough running away!
Enough hiding!
Enough trying to avoid the problems!

That was enough!

        -------kadirya (linda)                     

  这几天没下雨 ， 很喜欢这种天气~

 

 

 

 

   New semester arrived.. new faces, new challanges, new  Linda~

  放松下~ 加油了！这个学期平明学习，把工作仍到一边先　～

　　　吃吃gud food, 看看gud movie.. 享受下。。。

　　　　　ＡＮＹ　ＷＡＹ。。。　MY GAME IS JUST STARTED ~  I HAVE TO PLAY BY RULE..